I don't know. I've been keeping an online diary for almost ten years now, I started some time back in 1999 with Diaryland, but increasingly lately I can't really think of much to say. The feelings of wanting to project myself out there are not strong any more. I really needed a place to put my feelings when nobody would listen to them, but now I have quite good friends and I'm not spending my evenings surfing the net and emailing people. I barely respond to emails. I rarely send emails. I don't phone people, either. But then I never really was very good at that.

Also, on something of a unrelated note, I've decided that I don't want to feel guilty about things any more. I've done things wrong in my life, yes. I will probably continue to do things wrong. If I continue to feel guilty, though, I lay myself open to the possibility of being manipulated. Some in my life now and before, do not feel guilty. Why should I? I owe nothing. I have better things to do.